ʍʋɴɪʁɑɧ ♥

TIME WILL HEAL EVERYTHINGGG !

After so much as happen in life.

all the sufferings in life, all the tears wasted, all the sadness, all the Fairytales ended.

I felt at a worst point in life right now, i felt so lonely, i felt that i lost something which really mean alot to me,

But still after all this happen im glad that i have still friends who are around me giving me piece of advice, encourage me to move on,

eventhough they are far from me, they still managed to put on a smile on my face even if it last for 1 minute and cheers me up each secondds

with their silly/lame jokes. i appreciate all of your presence in life. im glad to have such friendds. they are one of a kindd.

and i wanna say Thanks to my lovely sis, gegerl(shaheeda). You was there to catch me when i fall, you was there giving me piles of advices,

you were there to brighten up my days, you were there to keep me company,you were there to nag at me, you were there to entertain my silly jokes, you were there to laugh with me, cry with me and be happy with me. im glad that i still have youu. aku sayangg kaw.

But still i miss my past but then it dont matters at all.

but still i love my present and will look forward to future.

i see a very different me now.

i dont drink every weekends now but that doesnt me i have stop cause i still will drink but occasionally.

i dont smoke because i have stop smoking but still when i drink then i will smoke, Only drinkers know why cause you will feel that something is missing. if you are a drinker then you will understand it.

i dont slack like i used to in the past but i still slack when i have the free time.

i dont meetup with all my cliques that i used to mix-ed up in the past but that doesnt mean i wont meet them once in a while.

i dont usually go out that often now but that doesnt means i dont go out at all lah.

i dont ton-ed that often now but i do really miss my Nightlife like ALOT !

SEE ? A DIFFERENT MIIMII/ MUNIRAH YOU ALL KNOW KANN ?

I TOLD YOU I HAVE CHANGED ~

I DID THIS BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, YES YOUU !

YOU TOLD ME ONCE YOU DONT WANT ME TO BE THE GIRL IN MY PAST,
I PROMISE YOU IN THE PAST THAT I WILL TRY MY BEST TO CHANGE, JUST GIVE ME TIME, BUT YOU DIDNT ?
YOU LEFT ME HALFWAY THRU THE JOURNEY. BUT DID I GIVE UP ? NO I CONTINUE WITH IT.

AND NOW IM A CHANGED PERSON BUT YOU AINT HERE WITH ME ?
YOU ONCE TOLD ME IM THE BEST GIRLFRIEND AMONG ALL YOUR EX'S, AND IT DID MAKE ME HAPPY !

AND I WAS LIKE IN A CLOUD NINE SITUATIONN !

EACH DAY I TRY MY BEST TO BE THE BESTEST BUT I DONT KNOW IF I SUCCEED OR NOT ?

BUT AFTERALL I HAVE TRY MY BESTT !

YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME .

YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I CLING ON YOU IN THE PAST .

YOU ARE LIKE MY SUNSHINE, MY SKY, MY STARS AND MY MOON.

YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME .

Now EVERYTHING has endd. all we left now is memories of us being together.

there's no more you in me and me in you. we are over with each other but i know you can deny to me you dont love me but you cnt deny to yourself that there's still a tiny winy place of me in your heartt. i can bet with youu.

I admit that im so ego and stuffs and i already move onn but i cnt lie to you that i dont love you anymore.

even if i have move on still there's a piece of hope in my heart hoping that i could have you back and our past back,

But i know everything is just a fantasy for me.

Ouh i miss our Fairytales so muchh.

i really miss every bits and pieces of memories spend with youu.

wo zhen de xiang ni .

i mean every words i sayy.

you will still be remember.

i hope that we still can celebrate our 5months and my birthday together(211109) ? may i babooon ku ?

My wish is to have you for my birthday.

my wish is to have you for myself only on that day!

and i want your hugs & kiss and i dnt need present cause all matters is to have you be with me and by my side for that day!

sweeet tak munirahh ?

i still remember your voices calling me munirahh and not miimii .

i still remember this,

I want you to be Munirah bukan miimii. change for my sake cause i really love youu.

once i have done everything, i will be with you back but rubbish kot ?

don oh don aku rindu kaw sangat2 siahh !

that guy means alot to me. he make me realize that im wasting my life and his the one who i kept in my mind when i move on from my past and his the one i keep thinking every night before i went to sleep, his the guy which i will wait for hours and hours to receive his mcg-es, his the guy who will put a smile on my face when i was crying like a baby and his the one who pampered me alot with his care, concern and love.

i was so fortunate to have him back then but too bad la kann. he is so good to be true.

he is a angel infront of me and a devil behind me but still i forgive and forget everythingg.

cause what matters to me he dont neglect me.

afterall guys are still young and want to enjoy life while having a girlfriendd.

but too bad his to over that i have to Let go of him.

baby, im kinda missing you alott.

its been only a few days and i already missing you alottt .

see how good i am towards you in the past ?

it was your lost that you lose me not mine .

i told you that once again i caught youu it will be the last im going to listen to your reason.

you can say i very childish and stuffs .

afterall LOVE IS SELFISH !

only one guy can be my ex-tersayangg and may be it cn be youu but im not sure.

i tak leh cakap pape . even if you ex-tersayang i pon buat ape ? prangai you laki terok dari ex-ex i tapi tetap i sayangkan you walau mcm manerh you main blakan i. i pon tk tahu i bodo ke ape ke ape to accept youu. but still im happy because you are the one who make me move on.

so i appreciate you and i never Regret having you in my life.

i will treat this as a lesson to be learnt.

dont marah me and stuffs .

pasal i buat nie sebab i tk tahan lagyk dgn you peh lies!!

im pissed off with you but still misssing you and lovingg youu.

i know it will fade.

afterall.

TIME HEALS EVERYTHING !

I will make it happen . trust me.

This will be the LAST post i talk aboutt youuu @!@!@@!

till here thenn ~

P.S. 210609 i LOVE youu, Laogongg . wo zhen de xiang ni .

im looking forward to 211109 my 5months yg tk menjadyk with you and my birthday !

I Nak You Be There And That GUY !

POSTED BY ʍʋɴɪʁɑɧ ♥ ! AT 7:25 PM

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Sweet Nineteen
I Am Who I Am
I got the Best,
Ahmad Tirmizi Kahar Muzakar.

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