ʍʋɴɪʁɑɧ ♥

HELLLLLLLOOOO ~

Ouhwell,
nothing much have happen in my life this monthh.
only some bad news here and there but everything have ended.
afterall im lucky to have dardar and the others for giving me advice through out the whole situation. im glad that october has ended and i hope november will be a better month for me.
afterall im sick and tired going through that situation again. and im OVER it.

Ouhwell,
today school start early and end early too.
had our second module of different department practical.
im glad that this department didnt make me go SOT.
no running here and there asking for help, i guess it stays like this through out the whole practical ? hope soo.
examm is nearing the corner.
i guess i have to start my busy schedule again.
no more slacking,no more going out everyday.
but its okay everything will be paid off from my hardwork.
cheyy, macam paham ulak aku.

hmmmph,
had a short but sweet + nice talk with dardar yesterday.
he being so sweeeeet by saying all those mushy words.
i love him cannn ? can he replace that person in my life again like he did in the past ?
i miss those times when dardar stood by myside without fail.
you hold on to me no matter whats the problem is.
you never let me go despite what i face thru my obstacles in my life.
thanks dardar. im glad you are here for me.
dardar has agreed to meet me on my birthday and celebrate our 5th months anniversary together too but only if he book out on that day if not then so saddening. praying hard he could turn up for my birthday. i miss my dardar so muchh. i want meet him soooonnnn andand i want hug him tighttight and kiss him manymany butbut i cant due to he cant book out and i have to concentrate on my upcoming exam. im glad that dardar understands me and he have give me the trust i need. i promise this time round i wont neglect you again like in the past.
okay, i think enough of this sweet post.

Ouhwell,
will be going out tomorrow to jurong ? i guess so.
going there to buy the ingredients to bake the cake for my laogong,
and maybe buying a present for her too.
will be celebrating her bday on this coming tuesday in school,
i hope it will be surprise for her.

Yeahhh,
im learning how to do tiramisu, i guess i could made it for him on his bday.
but i know it wont happen cause he wont wannt to see me anymore right ?
i know you read my blog and i guess you should know that im talking about youu.
i know you once told me you like tiramisu. and i once told you that i will bake diff types of cookies for you every valentine day but i guess next year i couldnt do it anymore, im sorry.
i plan so much things for you but i didnt know that we have ended.
i guess i should just let go of everything and ignore what we had plan before.
but i hope that one day you will realize how much i love youu.
i just wanna tell you that i miss youu so much more than you miss me .
i hope you take good care of yourself,
i still care for youu no matter who we are to each other now.

When Nobody Else Loves You Or Cares About You,
Please Remember That There's Always Be A Girl
That Will Always Love And Care For You From Afar
And That's Me♥

Till here thennn.

sorry for the long posttt ~

P.S. 210609 trying so hard to open this heart againn .

POSTED BY ʍʋɴɪʁɑɧ ♥ ! AT 5:10 PM

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I Am Who I Am
I got the Best,
Ahmad Tirmizi Kahar Muzakar.

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