Sweet Nineteen
I Am Who I Am
I got the Best,
Ahmad Tirmizi Kahar Muzakar.
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009 didnt turn up for school today due to not feeling well. all thanks to me for eating half a tub of icecream in the middle of the night. sounds crazy right ? but i just cant stop eating cause it simply coool down my temper. im so pissed off with somebody who trying to boil my temper to the fullest. i felt so not me this few days. i really cant deny i missing him alott, you should know who you are. i miss those 50/70plus kisses we would give each other when we fail to do something. i miss those warmly hug & kises. i miss you saying i love you when we hung up the phone. i miss you calling me baby. i miss you fetching me from school. i miss those times being with you alone. i just MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU . i miss calling you idiot, i miss calling you every night. i miss hearing your voice. i miss those fights i had with youu. i miss meeting you each and every day. If only we could understand each other better, give and take i think we are still together but too bad both are so hot temper. eventhough i have move on from your life still i love youu deep down my heart bby. sweeeeet kann miimii ? iknowiknow. you never care to know how i felt about you. you never care and concern about me like you did in the past. you changed and you deny it. you leave me and you said its because of my attitude. what more i should changed ? i have given up everything just because of you. i try to listen to your words. why cant you just see that you mean alot to me? i know deep down you still kept the feelings for me. you were once my everything but now everything is over. i know its no use of me posting this in my blog but afterall this blog own by me and i have the right to post anything. and this is the only place i could let my feelings out with/without you knowing. I MISS YOU BOY ! I LOVE YOU STILL BOY ! im already gone when you leave, im sorry for everything that i have done which hurt you. i know its my fault but i just cant deny that i dont wish to lose you. im sorrrrrry boy. P.S. IM REAALLY SOORRRY ! POSTED BY ʍʋɴɪʁɑɧ ♥ ! AT 6:55 PM
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