Sweet Nineteen
I Am Who I Am
I got the Best,
Ahmad Tirmizi Kahar Muzakar.
 
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Saturday, October 3, 2009 IM BACK PEOPLE !!! HELLOOO ~ I arrived Singapore at 7.30am today. ouhwell, basically i MISS SINGAPORE ! i miss everything in singapore especially the FOODDS ~ so yeahh im gone for almost 1 week. didnt expected that India is not like what we think. yes the country is FULL of Rubbish but you didnt know or even expect that INDIA have a BEAUTIFUL view of mountains and etc . i LOVE the view in Ooty, India. the weather is so COLD siahhh . but i hate the BUMPY bus ride but still its FUN ! overall i had FUN with my new friendds and my baobei . will update all the pictures and he details of everythingg sooon once i got the picture of everything from themm . RAMDOM, Ouhwell, didnt knw that what i didnt expect to happen has happen. didnt know once i reach Singapore there's bad news waiting for me. im totally HURT like seriously HURT yknow. i didnt expect that you could lie to me AGAINN . i think this is one of your game kan2 ? sakit siah hati ngok kaw dgn die peh gmbr ! peluk lagyk ? BEST kann ? tipu uh aku byk2 lagyk . aku suka siahh kene dgn kaw ! haishhh . i bet that you are still the same, NO CHANGE. i appreciate uh that you were there to catch me fall, you were there to make me feel like im a little girl once again, you pampered me with your caring attitude, you shower me with your love, & you make me realise that my ex dont worth me at all. i admit that i lie to youu but afterall i was trying to make myself happy jek pe. tak salah kann ? cause im sick and tired of making people happy while im sad. you say i simply the best on our 3rd months anny but deep down my heart i know its aint true. i dont wish to spoilt your relationship with HER ! i never did want that to happen. after all this while i was blinded by the thing called LOVE. i was so STUPID to trust you again and againn. and NOW ? i see you HUGGING her in the picture . why is it so ? you say you love me ? you say this is not stmf ? ouhwell, im sorry that i let my feelings out in here BECAUSE i dont have the courage to fight back nor tell you nor even wanna talk about it to youu. im hurt and i know where i really stand in your heartt. i know that i didnt worth that much to youu. thats why im trying to let go of everything . Im trying my BEST to FORGET YOU & THE PAST FOREVER ! AND ONCE I DID, I WILL NEVER TURN BACK AND MAKE THE MISTAKES AGAIN ! Afterall what i really want is just you but i know i could NEVER own you to myself only cause you still have her and others. even if i aint precious to you atleast i have you for 3 best months ~ and i know im strong enough to face all the obstacles alone. i have gone through it in the past with YOU and now i have to go through again. why eh tkde FULLSTOP ? why ey mimi asik syg salah org ? org yg CORRUPTED jugak aku nk ? tapi tkpe i WONT balas dendam all this. No Good tawk ! i take it with an open heartt no matter how sour the situation gonna be . its okay you will get your retribution one fine day not from me but fate will tentukan. whatever it is all i ever wanted is you to be MINE for years and months to come. i wish for itt ! Ouhwell, 18 MORE days for you to prove it to me. Is it worth to open a FULL heart for you once again ? pendinggggg alrightt ~ P.S. MEET UP SOOOOON PEOPLE ! RINDU KORANGGGGG ~ POSTED BY ʍʋɴɪʁɑɧ ♥ ! AT 8:57 AM
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