ʍʋɴɪʁɑɧ ♥

Atfirst i thought that the past has come to haunt me back but end up it didnt.

Yesterday was the WORST day for me and boyf. We have this one fight and its not because of me or him, its because of someone else. It hurts me like someone stabbing me through my heart. I thought that it was the last moment i could ever see him or even say i love him. I was so hurt and scare that i cry in the bus when going home from work. I thought it will be the last day im with him. I wasnt ready to face it nor accept it and thats make me reject every single calls from him. I just couldnt be so selfish and so i try to let him go but i cant since i dont have the courage to look at him and tell him straight in his face because i just love him so muchh but still i try to but it hurts me to see his watery eyes. So went to meet him and talk things out. indeed it feel better. And it was a relieved that the past which i thought has come was never seem to appear. Thanks for holding on to me that night even when i keep saying let me go alot of times. And now everything are as per normal. I dont want to lose someone which i love again, i dont wish the past to repeat and hurt me again and again. It takes me a few months to love him so please dont ruin this relationship of us. I love him more then anyone, i need him. Please, dont fight with him because of me. Boyfrienddd, you are my everything, i need youu more then you do. Lets hope that everything will go on smoothly for us. Be whatever happen let us hold on to eachother and never to let go of it. Whatever i told you just now is words that i mean it. Never let me go even if i wanted to bcause it will be my foolish moments to do so.
Thank Youuu.
I LOVE YOUUU BOYFRIENDDD ~

Thanks Yanababy for being there from the start till the end of our fight. I Appreciate those hugs you gave me when we are inside the cabbedd. Thanks. You know i wont leave Chongjun for any other guys eventhough i will always say other guys cute and stuffs but only one i love and its him.

POSTED BY ʍʋɴɪʁɑɧ ♥ ! AT 11:17 PM

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Sweet Nineteen
I Am Who I Am
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